and so it goes...

my silence is my self defense

Saturday, February 28, 2004

actually

my life is a big mix of:
i absolutely hate you, you're a fucking asshole
and i don't know what i would do without you.

what am i going to do?
and how am i going to survive?

poop

is everything in my life. great.

Friday, February 27, 2004

first 10 songs in my random playlist

1. Beach Boys - I Get Around
2. Weezer - Only In Dreams
3. Radiohead - Morning Bell (live)
4. The Beatles - She Said She Said
5. Duncan Sheik - For You
6. Aqua - Cartoon Heros
7. The Beatles - Helter Skelter
8. Ben Folds Five - Zak and Sara
9. Korn - Floyd
10. Blues Traveler - Run Around


Well that was an interesting experiment. good stuff. random... but good.

Tuesday, February 24, 2004

fluffies

look there are fluffies in my blog now!! i love them all.

there's also a fluffy in the tartan office on the third floor of the uc.

and i finished my lab report.

that is all.

Monday, February 16, 2004

White Kids Love Hip Hop

White kids love hip hop and disc jocks, go-carts and fist fights,
Getting drunk on Bud, then getting high like a pitch pipe.
Are you an MC Chris type--a hip hop loving half-pint?
Then just turn on your heartlight*. A bunsen burner barfly.
This is our time*. Blast it from the boombox. Liberate the Goondocks*.
Saw your cousin in a, a tube top. Bust a nugget in a, a tube sock.
It’s Tupac. It’s big pop. It’s hip hop. It don’t stop.
I love that song. I love that groove, motherfucker. Well, I can’t help but move.
So if you don’t mind, if it’s alright with you,
I’m gonna get in the Electric Slide line just to prove that

White kids love hip hop.
White kids love hip hop.
White kids love hip hop.
Oooh.

White kids love hip hop and Axl*, tractors and Rambo*,
Playing "Unreal Tournament"* with infinite ammo.
Taggers and vandals in black socks and sandals
Doing as many drugs as they can motherfucking handle.
Skipping school, breaking rules, and flipping the bird,
Fast food cartoons* after hitting some herb.
Freaking them flirts, making them purr til it hurts,
Just a couple nerds clocking the curbs.
A couple of words about my nilla-wiggas,
Packin peters that are measured in milimeters.
We don’t talk in the theaters like we’re Siskel and Ebert.
We drink box wine and we listen to Weezer.

valentine's day even a day late is pretty good

so really this is the first valentine's day i've ever celebrated. and it's also sort of my one year aniversary with joe the poo. how scary is that. at any rate it was a lot of fun. he made me a mix cd which he spent a lot of time on and it really shows. i like it a lot. and fluffies and kinder eggs are good presents too. even though i gave joe the fluffy this time, i still get to spend lots of time with it since joe lives in my room. yay little lovey puff!!

i think i did good in the presents category too. yay. and alex is over in the ass dungeon tonight so we have the room to ourselves which is good on valentine's day and such events.

and alex a. came over tonight and i haven't seen her in a million and a half years. although it's weird because her boyfirend is in half of my classes and i have to do a presentatiuon with him for lab.

what else is weird is that earnest is over and i'm half glad and half sad. it's sad for it to be over but that's a really good thing. i hope people think that connor and i did a good job and didn;t such as the td and asst td. i thought that things went pretty well and i hope im not just making that up.

what;s going to be really sad is having to paint over all of the gorgeous artwork done for earnest during cabaret.

what's going to be awesome is next year when i room with alex again and joe and connor and tyson room together next year. yay!!!

by the way: what do whiney zombies do?
complaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiin!!

Sunday, February 15, 2004

what do zombies eat for breakfast?

braaaaaaaaaaaaaaaiiiiiiiiiins!!

what do vegetarian zombies eat for breakfast?
graaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaiiiiiins!

what do zombies sing?
refraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaiiiiiiins

what do board member zombies do?
abstaaaaaaaaaaaaaaiiiiiiin

what are laudry zombies afriad of?
staaaaaaaaaaaaiiiiiiiiiins

what do you call a zombie from denmark?
daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaane

what do cardiologist zombies study?
veeeeeeeeeeeiiiiiiiiiiiiins

what do old zombies use to walk?
caaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaanes

what do zombie plumbers work on?
draaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaiiiiiiiiins

what's the zombie of nick's earnest character called?
laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaane

what's a zombie's favorite state?
maaaaaaaaaaaaiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiine

how do pilot zombies get around?
plaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaanes

what did the zombie break playing baseball?
the window paaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaane

what do hurt zombies feel?
paaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaiiiiiiiin

how do zombies lift heavy things?
craaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaane

what do zombie slaves carry?
chaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaiiiiiiiiins

what does a zombie drink on new year's eve?
champaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaagne

what's a zombie's favorite weather?
raaaaaaaaaaaaaiiiiiiiiiin

what does a railway zombie ride on?
traaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaiiiiiiiiiiiiins

what do you call a crazy zombie?
insaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaane

what is the zombie ruler of denmark?
thaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaane

what do zombie cells have?
membraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaanes

what's a zombie's favorite country?
spaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaiiiiiiiiiin

what do mech e. zombies study?
straaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaiiiiiiiiiin

what did the zombie do to it's ankle?
spraaaaaaaaaaaaaaiiiiiiiin

what does the zombie tarzan say?
jaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaane

what do you call an excessively boring zombie?
mundaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaane

what's the name of the street magic zombie?
david blaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaane

what zombie said, "party time! excellent!" ?
waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayne

what does the moon zombie do?
waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaane

what's zombie's favorite gasoline?
high octaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaane

what does an organic chemistry zombie like?
alkaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaanes

what kind of underwear do zombies wear?
haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaanes

woohoo!!

Tuesday, February 03, 2004

i haven't posted in a million years....

so life's been busy recently. about a million different papers to read for cell bio and neural plasticity classes, projects starting, lab reports due, and on top of that there's earnest.

honestly i think the show is going well for the most part. yeah there are some issues but we'll get them resolved before tech week (at least on the tech end of things, i can't speak for the acting side). cabaret is starting up. i guess i'll just wait and see how that goes. i'm getting tired of doing tech at this point. if i don't get cast at least i'll have a fun carnival partying with miklos and phil. woohoo.

speaking of partying, i spend way to much money on booze. but the frisbee party was awesome this weekend (i've decided that sns has to do a 70's themed party soon).

so now my computer battery is dying and i have to go to dancer's symposium rehearsal.

i'm so proud of joe for being called back for cabaret. he's one underappreciated actor. maybe there will be a classic part for him in cabaret after all.

good luck to all.